Confessions

It's always great when you see someone's lie before they edit it or delete the post. ヽ(‘ ∇‘ )ノ ... creeper

I confess that I'm letting my ex stay in the basement of my house this week because she has no where else to go till she has the money next week for an apartment. After that she will be fully moved out of my life. I know I'm being used, but she made me some food tonight. I'm upstairs in my office and I can hear her downstairs in my kitchen singing to music as she does stuff and a song comes on that we both like and out of habit I just starting singing it too. I caught myself and some tears were running down my face. I'm so tired of feeling feels, I'm just so tired.

I may not have much in the way of money, but god am I lucky. No matter how unhappy the day makes me, I know I've got this happiness that I wish to only brag about ever so subtly as to not invite envy of others. In other words, I won't say why...yet.:)