Confessions

i admit i just got into the biggest fight with my dad ever calling him a dick and threatening to tell my counselor about him really didnt help either

OSOMATSU-SAN HAS RETURNED

I confess, I'm a mixed bag of emotions right now. The tragedy in Las Vegas is so fucked up, and seriously, fuck that Piece of shit who caused it. I know that shootings in the US are common, sadly, and thanks to that, it has made me numb towards them because they happen so often (whether they're small or big). While Vegas was tragic, it hits home hard because there were three people from my hometown that were there when it happened. One of them didn't make it, she was my neighbor that lived down the street from me. The other two, who were a young couple with a child at home, made it. I offer my condolences to her family and may she also rest in peace. I offer a prayer to the other two who are currently in the hospital recovering from their wounds, as well as a donation to their gofundme. My sympathy to those who were injured and those who lost their lives. I think the thing that makes me feel like shit is that I wouldn't feel this way had they not lived in the same town as me, attended the same high school, and had known them. I always think that these things wouldn't happen to me or someone I know, but when they do, I lose a sense of security and realize that they could happen. While I didn't know them personally, I still feel the pain and I know our town will as well. Rest in peace those that passed away. Sorry if this is so convoluted, but as I stated in the beginning, I am a mixed bag of emotions at the moment.

@deku I know exactly how you feel dude. Same thing has been happening to me though I haven't said it here because I didn't want anyone to think I was relapsing or something like that. Some of what I have read is kind of true. Just try and move on because most likely what is happening is that she's only contacting you and her weak moments and it might even be when she's feeling really emotional. All it's going to do is make you feel like crap when you feel like there's a connection only to find out that she ignores you later and it was all a facade. Her feelings may be true but they are only a temporary lapse in judgement and emotional strength the most likely. Otherwise you wouldn't be waiting for months for a reply. I'm sure you already know all of this to some extent but I thought I would toss in my 2 cents from experience.

fuck, sorry red tragedies really hit home when its someone you knew it can seem so isolated when you see it on the news

*on a lighter note* ICHIMATSU PPPFFTTTT https://78.media.tumblr.com/76731f68c9c917fc984d9f52ddd8df86/tumblr_ox7mfeCxYH1w3o4lyo1_1280.png