Confessions

i try to talk to her, but im also scared what she'd tell me i know she had suicidal thoughts, she hints at them now, and has even said she has in the past too idk how she could honestly, shes really bad at coping with bad events, to her its like "everything is piling up" and that its like the world is out to get her she bombed a job interview and shes really down because of it you can tell shes REALLY stressed/angry when she jokes and even sings about death its creepy really..... *sigh*

id sacrifice a ten thousand souls to the deep one for even a taste of a normal/easy life for her shes worked all her life, fingers to the bone, and things still are shit for her i want to do something so bad to help

*Hugs* sorry lamby, why don't you carve out a day and just hang out with her. You know go see a movie, go to lunch, fuck play laser tag. Just so she sees you care

@Lamby There's not really much you can do. I dated the kind of person your mom seems to be right now and there's just not much you can do. Yes I'm even referring to the singing and joking about killing themselves and death

Lamby you need to not be afraid :/ if you don't talk to her she might feel extremely lonely, even if what she says is scary just listen.

I Agree, you comfort them, you tell them you care and do your best to help them through it, Giving up on someone is the worst thing you can do to that person. You need to be there support as much as possible.

I'm actually in the same boat right now Lamby. Its the main reason I still live at home so I can keep an eye on her. She's really lonely, so I stay and just talk to her about random stuff for a few hours at a time or I try to get her to go out.

@saeko Why don't you just shut the fuck up you little bitch? You don't know me and you don't know what I went through. I never said I gave up I just said that you can't do much so fuck off. If you don't like what I say then leave my thread.

i do, ill stand in her room in silence trying to think of things to say, or sit with her and try and watch tv (her tv tastes suck) i offered to make her pancakes but she said shes full shes smiling abit but im just scared of whats going on in her head behind that smile shes not a quitter though, so im sure shell keep trucking on i just fucking hate seeing her like this, i wish she could just catch a break for once lifes been so unfair to her, and shes a good person, she doesnt deserve it