Confessions

Kid, It's a clotted blood, mucosa discharge, uterine shedding, ovum expulsion kind of thing, you wouldn't understand. Also, every woman outside of family that I've known, has discussed very, very openly to, with and around me about their period. All I can say is this, gotta earn your red wings and give no shits. Could always earn your vampire wings instead, I suppose. ;) A p.s Also... aka, a.p.s.a (Imma coin that.) Two years today since my first kiss with the woman that I intend on having my last kiss with. July fourth, fire works, watermelon, pork loin, roasted corn, steamed veggies, a couple bottles of wine and more fire works all through out. (Gonna bruise that cervix...again. ;) ).

I confess that by July 30th there's a 50 percent chance I won't be able to log in this site anymore because my country will be forced to accept a communist Constitution which will forbid the usage of internet for everyone with a few exceptions so... Obviously there are far worse things it'll do but, this is so people like Lunatic, Feinerine, Aero, etc cause you guys know who you are that I enjoy talking with, know something if I disappear by then. I hope it's not happening because then I'll become a fugitive or something loloolol anyway that's my confession.

Maria, You heart me an AWFUL lot. Ya know, ten years younger, single and maybe I'd go a different route... ;) Hopefully that stupidity doesn't pass. Gotta fight or die trying at the end of it all, I suppose. Damn... Sometimes I'm glad my wife never comes here, she'd slap me (Rightfully so.) upside my head. XD

^ ok, you have your priorities and I respect that but let me tell you mine. I'd rather die than to have to kneel after these parties of corrupted bastards just so they can give me what's inherently mine by my own rights. I'd rather die if it means staying alive is living the rest of my life maintained by other people when I can and I will emerge so that my family can at least fucking live. So sorry, I won't stay alive to eat bread once a month, to have the same incomes as people that don't prepare themselves to do the jobs they're hired for, to be unable to bear children because they'll die of hunger, to be incapable of helping my own dad when he needs me, to live my days seeing how my own family members starve and I'm already fucking enduring that. So nope. Freedom is everything, if there's no other choice then that's how it goes, yet if I had a future I could go through all this hell until things got better but there's no way I can know that. However, I do agree life is precious, so don't worry I'll do what I can to find balance in maintaining that... I just really hope it doesn't happen but at this rate and seeing how protesters are getting killed outside alongside with murders from delinquency, just let's you know these functionaries won't throw out their positions unless they die, I mean internationally they have nowhere to run away so... Let's see what happens. Also, yaasshat, it's just some posts from you I get to read are so spot on and others are funny too so I just happen to like them lolol sure your wife would agree ;)