Confessions

I confess that yesterday I helped my dad and brother unclog a pipe in the basement that was connected to the kitchen sink. I was quickly reminded why deteriorating matter which had turned grey black from age is not something I would want to deal with as a profession on a daily basis. The smell was bad enough to make my nose and eyes run and give me a headache. Great family bonding shit especially the cleanup lol.

I confess, I fucked up today

I confess that at times I am still hit with the pain of losing someone from here that you all know very well but I have come to fully understand that quote that mikan posted on here before saying that just because you miss something doesn't mean that you want it back and that it's just the natural process of healing.

I know I had problems after breaking up from a 6 1/2 year long relationship where we saw each other in person everyday, buuuuut....Damn, I didn't complain as much or get half as melodramatic and I actually have clinical depression. Nah, I chose the path of just becoming antisocial and playing videogames, instead.XD

I confess ~ I use to like someone ~ Now I just kinda wanna die and not give a damn for once in my fucking life ~