Confessions

I confess that I'm actually depressed, and wish I could find someone who would love me for me. I also confess that I don't think I'm attractive (and no I'm not saying that for jokes) I've never thought I was attractive :/

And I confess that misunderstood is a lovely lady and is a very pretty person. I also confess that I hope for her a very happy life and to let her have someone who will make happy for the rest of her life. I also confess I feel the same way as misunderstood, but believe that good things will come her way.

I confess that I know being strong and cool is really useful way to be...I'm still caring about what strangers on a phone think of me. Strangers. (Work problems yo)

I confess I seriously don't care about anyone else in this world except those near me, which are a few. As if I don't care who I have to step on to do what I want. I don't care about the world's fucked up system or the whining of the weak. I don't care about how unfair it is and I don't plan to change this world directly either by obeying. All I want is my own satisfaction and I also confess I wish I wasn't this selfish. Or this complex because my goals are not going to destroy anything or anyone else other than the oppressors, something that goes against my weak shaming. I believe in contradiction as the truth, consistency as a lie, tenacity as an achiever, money and science as tools, submission as power, growth as naturality, supremacy as the ultimate. This confession is pretty much to say that I have a crazy ambitious mind most people don't know and never will know about. Personal, doubt anyone has anything to say about this. I should sleep anyway.

Mango hates customer service... I confess that I think that it should be a law that everyone works in customer service for at least 6 months. I think that would make a better part of the population realize what unreasonable douchebags they are when they interact with people in customer service.

I confess, despite me being social person, I'm not fit to customer service purely because not all people, mostly customers, are toleratable and could wait for my service since I don't always get what people want and often misunderstand them. Plus, I don't like the idea to work aa a cashier because I don't like dealing with money.