Confessions

Did I say "My finances aren't in order." or did you assume? I said I'm broke and that's what I meant. I pay my bills and own a house. Good enough? While I understand where you're coming from or rather, under what guise, I will not discuss my life's goals with some internet person who I do not know, nor an individual who couldn't care whether I wake. I thank you for the attempt, but I feel some things are best left discussed with those who actually know a person. Unless of course, you're a financial advisor or counselor of some sort. But, yes, I do have plans for future career development/education.

I do apologize, I never meant to offend. I firmly believe no ones "Things" are in order and I am sorry if it felt like I was saying otherwise. I merely have a curiosity of what people do based on the fact that you meet alot of interesting fellows with fascinating career goals online. Saying I do not care if you live or die is a bit morbid though, I would be upset if I didn't see you any longer. There are too few people in anyone's life to just wish someone away or atleast that's how I feel.

Meh... I get defensive about finances. Believe me, I kick my self for quite a few piss poor decisions I've made in the past and how different things could be. But, all I can do is learn, move forward and build a better future. Past me was an ass to current me and hopefully current me sets up future me something a bit more cushy. I only say you don't care whether I wake, because you wouldn't know and to put it eloquently, I'd just be like a fart in the wind.

It's not a problem, Past me lost everything when the owner of my company passed away because I took on more debt then I could handle when I lost a job. I once again leave you with a sorry, which I do truly mean.