Life vs. Death?

interesting....... i still wanna die tho, not because im sad or depressed i just think death is sooo fucking beautiful!!

what so beautiful about it? -curious

Many people have asked me that, and i never really have been able to answer it, its just thinking of being dead or seeing someone dying makes me so excited, but i do love life all the same, because when you think about it... when your alive some point in time you wish you could die, even if you don't mean it... at the same time when your dying you'll wish for life, so you have to go threw both in order to obtain one, because you cant die without life, and you can live if there's no end, you wouldn't go out and do things you'll just become a statue in time, (it sucks to be immortal/eternal)

Ok, well Ive seen people die before. Its not exciting, Ill tell you that. Though tbh, Ive been where you are, I was a little older at the time but stuff like that didnt bother me at all. Now Im older I see death a little differently. Im not particularly bothered about my own death. Im certainly not scared of it, when it comes it comes, whatever form that may be in. What does bother me about death is how it affects other people. Im a lot mellower and nicer than I used to be, so I have these feeling things to think about. I feel bad more for other people when it comes to death. Its not nice to lose someone you care about. Youre only young though, like me, your opinions on the subject will change in time! Its just one of those things! :)

I prefer being alive and in pain than ceasing to exist. Religion holds no comfort for me.