I can even find a best friend, let alone a relationship. What's wrong with me?

Yea, best thing ta do is be casual and don't force situations. Just find something yoy can do that you can share with others. Examples for here would be talk about some of the latest anime or mangas out there that you like. Maybe if ya into cosplay talk about who ya might go as. I am kinda outgoing myself so I do not know exactly what you are going through, but most folks are willing to give anyone a chance just gotta take that first step. Drop me a line anytime I am always willing to chat or just listen if that is what ya need hehehe.

Get a hobby, Some volunteer, others go shooping, I do gaming. I know you play video games but if you still feel lonely doing that you should find another hobby beside video gaming

<.< I wished you the best and you focused on the friends list thing? I generally don't talk to people here unless they can take the time to hit that button. Anyone can crawl up on your wall and say hi...I want people see my name and acknowledge me as an individual. I hear your point though, just pissed that's all you chose to comment on.

I always tend to piss people off even when I don't mean to. v_v ... I just fail at connecting with other people. I would LOVE to get out more, but I don't have car. So that's why I'm at my apartment a lot. I wish I had a car so bad. Even though I would still be alone, getting out and doing things would help a lot.

Wow. Reading your post reminded me of myself. I too, have a hard time connecting to people. The sad part about it is I've had people who tried to be friends with me, but I just can't connect with anyone. So I know how you feel.

what about just enjoy being alone? if you have a hard time connecting with people then just focus on yourself

With the exception of parents I would say I pretty much spend all of my time alone, I used to feel like you guys until I decided I wasn't going to let anyone keep me from having fun so now I do everything alone school,movies, concerts, festivals, parties,holidays, birthdays you name it. Good ways to make friends or aquaintances that have worked for me in the past is by volunteering and attending social events related to things that I'm interested in like anime conventions. Feeling sorry for yourself will just make things worse, I think it's better for a person to be independent than leech off other people to find meaning in their lives.

Endlessblue is right being alone is only bad if you make it that way you could have a really good time and socialize better once you get the hang of it keep it up and just get hobbies related to yours and you'll find somebody to talk to