What's the reason you're single?

Reasons for being single: 1. Went to a sh*t* school(s) with 85% oughta 100% low life trash bottom feeders going there 2. Unfortunately made friends with complete a**holes who weren't "real" friends who didn't respect me much less themselves 3. Lived in the middle of nowhere (I had no say in matter) so didn't have neighbors to be friends 4. And it seems every female I've in countered doesn't find me attractive, respect me as I would them, or want to be my girlfriend(which would be OK if it wasn't every female ON THE PLANET!) But at this point i don't care enough anymore which brings me to ask why am I here.

Too busy :D And I'm trying to save up money. Relationships are a drain.

After I got rejected from a guy I really liked I just didn't want to get on that falling in love shit again. Or thats what I thought. The reason why i am still single is because my views on relationships have changed a lot and maybe my expectations too. I don't believe true love can be born between two persons (family members' marriages have told me so) and of course about my expectations (I expect some smart guy who can actually understand what's going on in my mind) and...my sexuality is also confusing (I'm demisexual, sometimes I'm conpletely asexual and idk) and even my personality is (I'm sometimes really kind but sometimes I can be mean af). Basically the one with problems is me and the world that surrounds me. I don't think I'll ever meet that special someone in the current place I am.

I'm quiet or "reserved" as my tutor calls it and I don't know any girls with similar interests, plus I always think "what if they already have a boyfriend", so I generally steer clear of doing it to avoid that situation.