Anonymous Confessions -Ultimatix-

@1776 you posting on here seems like a cry for help. Just know whatever it is you are thinking, its not worth it. Bad times are temporary, they arent permanent. Ultimately its up to you to make the bad times go away. Nothing is beyond you. If you are having an issue with poverty work hard so that you make the necessary income to sustain yourself. If you are lonely, get out more. You arent too ugly or too unlikeable. There are billions of people on earth surely you are someone's match. Even some of the ugliest men and women have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Im not sure if you are religious but this could also help with how you are feeling. Pray to God and allow him to enter your life. Remember bad times are temporary, nothing is forever. If you wallow in your own suffering it will never change. If you have absolutely tried everything and you for sure without a doubt think you cant fix your issue. Then by all means do what you have to do. But just know, if there is any chance you can change your situation, it may not be the easiest and actually may be the hardest thing you ever do in your life, you HAVE to do it. Killing yourself without giving yourself the chance is the worst possible outcome. You may think no one will care if you disappeared but believe me, you are important to somebody. My brother's friend killed himself and it caused my brother to spiral into depression ultimately kicking off his mental health diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder. He had never been affected by this until now. Thats what happens when you kill yourself. Somebody is affected by it and will care, you just never realize it.

@1776 If you're troubled and you know it, then why don't you stop whining and do something about it? I know how I sound, but you gotta fight back against your problems.

Next you'll say "Just smile and exercise more.". However, the point of not wallowing in misery stands. Feeling sorry for oneself only leads to more pain and at times,less willingness to help, from others.

C'mon guys, don't you know how to motivate people? @1776 If you shoot yourself you won't see Steel Ball Run animated. Live on. https://cdn.donmai.us/original/cf/ba/__johnny_joestar_jojo_no_kimyou_na_bouken_and_1_more_drawn_by_doran_doran7280__cfba1d29eb25c027d550a87fa70cde43.jpg

Well everyone's own personal issue is the worst thing in the world for them. I can only give the advice i know best. I dont intend to tell people things will get better because they dont. You have to MAKE them better. A miracle doesnt just come to those who make zero attempts to rectify the issue. When i got tired of living in my parents house, college wasnt working out, and i couldnt seem to find a job no matter how hard i tried, rather than commit suicide i joined the military. I got rid of all 3 problems at once. But it wasnt easy, and it was infact very very hard. But i came a long way since then. Thats basically what i was trying to say. When your life is a mess dont expect someone to come and save you. Inb4 someone talks about God, God doesnt help those who make no effort, he isnt a social worker. He will assist, but he wont just hand a cushy life on a silver platter. If your a drug addict and want to get off drugs you dont keep doing drugs until one day ur suddenly cured. You actually have to do something about it.

My typical anti suicide talk is the naivety of it. What makes a person think their problems are solved destroying their mortal shell? The problems come with you. Through Samsara, through purgatory, through the River Styx, to Oblivion. There is no escape. The problems are part of your design. On the flip side you have the tools to fix them even if you don't realize it. Plus Jojo https://cdn.donmai.us/original/76/d6/__johnny_joestar_tusk_and_tusk_act1_jojo_no_kimyou_na_bouken_and_1_more_drawn_by_m_a_a_m_8__76d6e9401f31b7e7679a20ec4427f912.jpg

Oh! The naivety? Ha! I'll keep my virtual mouth shut, because this is not the conversation to be had here when someone may actually be having issues. Seeking professional help is always going to be better than advice given here, guaranteed. However,if anyone seriously does need to just vent in private, the offer is here and you can just message me. I will not judge, but my virtual ears will be open. Venting can most certainly be a huge part of the help needed. Shit, when I used to go to therapy (Probably should start that again.), one of the biggest things that helped was being able to just vomit out all my pent up words to a third party person who had nothing to do with my life and who's only goal was to help find solutions. Of course, therapy is expensive with out good insurance ($100 an hour is around the average and it can get a bit more expensive.),but if you qualify, Medicare should cover that even if you get less choices with Medicare.

The word vomit part of therapy is nice. It's a good outlet. It keeps me going, Yass.