my life sucks

oic, you don't have any family to go with at least? Honestly, I'm not doing jack for Halloween tonight either outside of staying home and playing RE6. :P

Well, I more or less meant with a sibling if you have any. I'd honestly hand out candy to trick or treaters, but I live on the end of a dead end street and none come down this way during the hours it happens.

It's great knowing I'm not the only one who feels this way. In all honesty when I went to the bank to cash in a check recently, one of the clerks asked me what am I doing this Halloween, I lied by saying I'm going to a Halloween party with some friends. After I left I put more thought into it and sighed with how everyday it's the same, on the weekdays, I go to school, then after school I'm at home studying, then surfing the net, playing my video games, or listening to music,reading mangas or watching anime and on weekends I do the exact same thing as I do on weekdays after school and it's been like this for years. So yeah I never go anywhere except like school,the bank or the grocery store and occasions gamestop. I have no friends really, their all gone and I'm all alone most of the time, so them's the works. It be nice of we could just meet each other and relieve each other's pains. Le Sigh. Anyway I'll mostly be playing IB for Halloween since it seems to fit the bill perfectly, You guys outta try it, it'll scare the pants of ya XD!

Anyway Momo I hope you can get through this somehow as I am trying to at the moment and I hope the rest of you can find your way as well.

@Momuffin Dont get yourself down. We all feel this way one way or another. @Tiger Festival I am sorry to tell you this but when you start working it doesn't get much better.:( Not sure what I will do today. Going with the flow I guess. :D

@Ronined I worked at Universal so Yeah I know working certainly isn't going to change anything, it's times like these it makes me wonder why I'm fascinated with the stuff most ppl find boring and lame, while I'm turned off by the things most ppl deem cool. I sometimes wished I wasn't an otaku/geek and was more outgoing and a party animal. Le Sigh. That's just how it is. I do also sense a lonely future for me as well. Unless I turn into another soulless sheep of society and be into all the really superficial things, like drinking,partying,sex, and clubbing. Maybe after I'm done with IB I can watch some of that history channel since I mainly watched the history channel for the origins of the universe.