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Being forced to stay cooped up during the quarantine has been making me realize how much I’ve let life pass me by. When the quarantine is lifted I plan on taking a trip to the beach for some relaxation. What do you guys plan on doing or what’s something that you’ve never done and want to do after COVID is under control?

idk, i have stopped leaving the house for years before corona-chan. to me life hasn't changed much. altho the sentence "how much i've let life pass me by" is interesting.. sorta.. i forgot what living is like.

To be honest I never knew how to live in the first place. I come from a single parent family and my mom was always working six days a week while attending school so I was left alone in the house for several hours almost everyday. Even during the summer she would send me to stay with my grandparents who both worked 10 -12 hours. I don’t have any siblings or cousins so I’ve always had a very isolated life and without knowing it I would always fuck up and kept doing these that would further isolate myself from the few friends that I did manage to make. I recently got in contact with one of my friends from high school and they mentioned how several other people are already buying houses and getting married and it got me feeling angry at myself for wasting all this time.