broke my own heart and i dont know what to do

No, don't stop talking to them just keep in touch as a friends. Who knows what'll happen in the future? Don't desperately look for love if that's what you mean. Working on your mind & body is hard but definitely worth it especially when you love doin' it.

@sxfe i just dont wanna feel that hurt anymore, and its all one sided. Do I tell them how I feel? Would that make anything better for me in the future? And not really desperately looking for love just loving quietly but it sucks. But u are right about that lol

@sugasberry It won't make you feel any better trust me. Give it a break' stop talkin' to them!!`~ You'll eventually loose interest soon. You know i can understand how you feel at this point as a person who has been in this situation. However, it's hard to do i do not suggest you to text for a while and check them if they give a f. If they do keep it as friendship, if they don't it's up to you to find out if someone is interested in you or not. You can only control your own actions. The idea of that must be suck amirite? Unless you want to force someone. Hmm, that'd be interesting ha-ha.

@sxfe i cant help but feel bad if I do stop talking to them, its kinda my fault I developed feelings in the first place lol ahh this is so wackk i don't want to give them the confession as i know there are others girls who are probably like me atm wack so sucky ughh

@sugasberry You should probably find someone else to fill the place you filled them for. Basically '' rebound '' friendship. Trust me that'll make everything better and you'll feel more confident over the fact that you're going' along with someone else besides them. Just don't have feelings online if you're not likely going to make it real. If you're still lookin' for a conversation or something to distract yourself and you're not very conversational just watch anime from the top 10 list. I can suggest some either. You can explore new discord servers and find the peoples you match with either. Just don't have hope it'll eventually come up anyways.