Venting..

Personally I think that you're overthinking it too much, but I can relate to that. Originally I came onto this site with similar expectations, and over time I started to realise that my expectations were limiting who I choose to talk to. I do not mean to offend but forget about your expectations, and talk to people. Even the types of people that you wouldn't usually talk to, peer into their worlds and you will find someone who is different and better then what you expected, and you may even become a part of their world too ^_^

@Matchesia I honestly respect that opinion. I’m not offended whatsoever. I know I overthink about this.. pretty much most of the time.. And actually, you’re right about that. I should, but.. I’m a very shy person lol

Of course with all this said, I make it sound way easier than it actually is. It's not easy it's so damn frustrating and difficult and I completely relate to that but keep trying and keep pushing yourself, and you will find someone that you love like I once did too, and it may not work out, but it can be an experience worth having :)

@Matchesia That’s also a good point. And yes, it’s so frustrating. It will be very difficult, but I have to pull through somehow. :3

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