Just a self reflection.

When I have had bad relationships in the past, my self esteem breaks and I failed to realize that I have become clingy. I have become the thing that I was suppose to be not. Ironic, sad, yet it made me open my eyes for a long time. In my honest pure heart I wanted to love someone and just want to talk to them..yet only to realize that I have smothered them to a point of them rejecting/staying away from me. Why am I writing this? I just wanted to share and maybe it can help. What I should have done: continue my day and just wait patiently, not let my past get me (easier said then done). Give some space, do some other things, and just focus on other stuff. Do I regret losing my love interest? Of course I do but no point in crying over spilled milk. To anyone reading this, I hope you are having a wonderful day and that you learn/adapt/evolve to be a better person. I am not mocking anyone here, just wanted to say this. Good day.