Anonymous Confessions ~The Return~

1316. If you want a serious confession, I can tell you that I have been raped twice. I struggled with this after it happened. I became super depressed, lost any sense of trust with men. The first time I thought it was just a fluke because it was a friend. The second time it was someone that I thought wanted to date me and we were just "hanging out" to see if there was any chemistry. Both these assholes forced themselves on me, pried my legs apart. Neither used condoms and that was terrifying. The first time I refused to do anything about it for a month because the thought of catching an STD or being pregnant was too much for me to handle going to school full time and working 1-2 part time jobs. The second time it happened I confronted the guy about it. My eyes burned with how much alcohol was on his breath. He basically drove to my house drunk or downed something before coming into my place. I no longer hold any hatred for these people. Yes, hate them, but I don't dwell on it. Time eventually does heal wounds but the scars are still there.

1317. (╹◡╹) Am not ok

1318. Im a virgin and honestly i want to know too

1319. Give us the meat sword Vargas

1320. Does getting raped in prison count as losing my virginity?

I know it's strange, but I read a lot of books on inequality and the injustice of race and sex gets me close to crying sometimes. I don't really know what to do about it and I've given it a lot of thought and see little chance to do anything useful about it. Still, I strive for fairness, although sometimes I don't know what that is