Anonymous Confessions ~The Return~

You happy now furry boi or you want some more? https://i.ani.me/0246/5275/funnykitty.jpg

Jo is calling me a lil edgy. Well isn't that ironic? Birds of a feather flock together. BTW you didn't @ a specific person so the question is left open for anyone kek https://i.ani.me/0246/5275/funnykitty.jpg

I don't know if this is the place to post this sort of thing but here goes. So back in 2012 I joined a server in a game called Grepolis. Basically there's many islands in the game and the objective of the game is to build cities and take cities on different islands. The endgame is world wonders which doesn't happen until the world hits a certain amount of player points. Anyway a few hours into first joining the game I stumbled upon a player with the name StarshipRanger96. She was one island away from me. I was highly interested because 96 was probably the year the player was born so I wanted to ask this person. So we talked and stuff. Turns out starship was the name given to the soapbox car she made for a derby race. And I was also right about 96 she was born that year. So I told this person I was also born in 96 too. We had a lot in common. The player ends up telling me she's a girl. Anyway we kept talking. We told each other where we lived. She lives in Texas. I live in Ontario. Anyway we both ended up talking to each other everyday especially late in the evenings. Eventually things got to the point that we were starting to send sexual texts back and forth. I was never in a relationship before this so I was really quite new to this whole experience. Long story short. We both joined another world in grepolis and we only communicated ingame. She was telling me she was getting bored of my messages and the relationship was turning sideways. That's when I decided to ignore her completely. She kept sending messages but I wasn't opening them. Eventually it stopped. Years later I find her on facebook with the real name she gave me and I knew her picture because we both sent pictures of each other. So I contacted her facebook. She replies back to me in a very weird manner. She said I contacted her at the worst time. It was like her birthday tomorrow or some shit. I can't even remember. She apparently got really emotional about me contacting her and that she cried and stuff. So we talked and she wasn't sure if she wanted me as a friend to her. That's when she just ignored me altogether after several messages. Anyway I often think about this girl and what could have been if I never ignored her back then. Today I did something really stupid. I created another facebook account with an alias name. I input all the details into facebook that I also lived in Texas, etc. Just so I could have things in common on this alias account. I just want to know how she is doing. I'd give anything to have another good conversation with her again. So I am now waiting for her reply. I will post another update how this goes. Any feedback is appreciated. I know some people will probably tell me to move on and this was all in the past but I often think about her.

@xx_dave1996_xx I guess you created your account for this specific purpose, so here goes nothing. First pointer, she already made it clear in the past that she wasn't feeling it anymore and you decided to step away from it in hopes of gaining something. Second pointer, she made it clear that it wasn't a good time for you to contact her, yet, you kept it up, pushing your interests and ideals over hers, now, I'm not saying you need to be a simp and let her walk over you, I'm saying that you should respect someone's wishes Third pointer, making a fake account to approach her it's basically catfishing and no one on her sane mind would go "awwww he went through the trouble of faking their persona and coincidentally added me just so that he could woo me again", don't become a further creep. Fourth pointer, you're still hooked on the high wave of the first relationship, chances are, nothing is as you remember it and you're only doing this because you want to relive the good days without caring at all about the obviously bad days that came with it Fith pointer, you're starting to become creepy, dont

@xx_dave1996_xx Definitely don't want to go into creepy stalker mode by making fake accounts to talk with her....You fucked up, shit happens, learn to move on. You can think back on what could've been but don't start doing weird desperate shit like this which will make it even more reasonable for her to ignore you.