Pandy's journal

Tori 2.0 doesn't have much success with the ladies https://i.ani.me/0246/5275/funnykitty.jpg

Aha https://i.ani.me/0246/5275/funnykitty.jpg

So for the past 3 days me and my female supervisor have been bonding. She didnt reslly know me much up until then. So yesterday we spent the entire day together, just talking and all that, getting to know each other. She wanted to get some ice cream during lunch but the place was closed that day. Fast forward to today, early in the morning she goes "hey today we are gonna go get ice cream exactly 11 am be there" so the day goes by and she reminds me again "im gonna head to the place around 10:50" We ended up having lunch together and a friend tagged along and we talked. Then she said she forgot her wallet in the car and i offer to pay for her came up to like $11 but its whatever. It then hit me, is this what meeting a girl irl would feel like if it ever happened and i went oof. Depression simulator set to max difficulty. If this were a normal girl i just met it would probably seem like a date. But its just her being friendly, i mean not that she is my type anyway. But still.

I woke up from a dream where i was an incubus visiting a girl. She was lying down and i got ontop of her. But things started to get weird when her body started convulsing apparently she was being possessed at the same time. Weird shit fam. What was even weirder is i woke up kissing my pillow.

maybe not a dream 0.0 XD kissing your pillow! Nevermind it's a weird dream

@levi_akuma thats a norm for me XD i always have random dreams. One minute im being kidnapped by a cannibal next minute im surrounded by cute fluffy dogs. Its like a lottery lol

My earliest known memories of me as a kid was kinda spotty. Its like a blur i dont remember everything just bits and pieces. Like one time at the beach i must have been an infant or somethint because i remember picking up a plastic tube and sticking it in my mouth. It poked the roof of my mouth and left a mark. Another time i rememer sitting at the pool and there was a desing at the bottom of the pool that looks like a shadow of a man and i was so scared to go in because it wasnt until the sun came out that it was actually visable. So when it was cloudy no man, sun came out then a man. I would cry when my cousins try to push me in the water. Ofc they were kidding because i was small and coildnt swim.