Coronavirus. Your thoughts? [Serious and Non-Serious]

Sad thing is, it never changed anything about my life. I never interacted with people much. I kinda did with one friend, but they stopped talking to me awhile back when this started. I want to be missed by people I guess. Whenever I try to reach out to old friends irl, they act like I am an inconvenience by just saying one or two word texts and nothing else. People keep telling me to stop being down but fuck man...it's hard when there is nothing to look forward to do irl. I go home and play mhw, sleep, wake up, eat breakfast, do online classes, go to work, and pay the bills to where I have not much left over (usually because I did recently had $70 left over and treated myself for once). So no corona changed nothing about my life. Still have so much responsibility that I cannot even learn to be social and make friends or even anything more than friends. HOWEVER I do love my online friends. Thank you. Btw 85% of the time I am positive and optimistic.

Except I have no family I can trust fully. Maybe my mom on a good day. Honestly want to know why people don't see me as anything more than that guy.

I didn't have much concern at first because it wasn't really getting to anyone I know and I was taking all the necessary precautions. Then my brother got it and changed my perspective. Still think lock downs are bit excessive in some ways though.

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