Pain of a boy

Truth of the pain we suffer, it must not be hid from sight. The deep and shallow wounds both, the deep urge to have something, which we long been deprived of. For on reason or another we wont see it, the thing we need more than anything, the time we should spend happy we don't. We spend that time in sorrow or hatred, maybe even in both at the same time. They spend it without care or anything, they deprive us of what we need, and we wonder why they do give us it. The thing each one of us needs in youth, It makes us learn things on our own. Not teaching us what we need as a boy, we have to figure it out on our own. To you who did not fill the role, who left us or did not care to help. I wonder why you did not man up, why, You send a pain deep down I hide. The feeling i will never know, the feeling each young boy needs. The love of a father. Why did you not care at all? Why did you turn away? Why did you lie? Why did you? Why, why? I move on from the pain the best I can. I get stronger each day as I move on, you get smaller and weaker as a person. You felt you had no obligation, so you have no right, to be called, Dad

Yep, if this comes straight from my heart. if this don't make you feel something you don't get the pain. Dave(i bet you can figure out this is about it him)... gives me such anger! i just felt i needed to get this in another way other than anger. I almost broke down in tears writing this... There is no salvage for him and me. i just hope that this may show people what guys like me feel when we grow up without a father

I never had a dad so I know what it like ..I hate how others always complain about how they wish they didn't have a mom or dad yet people like us look at them like at least u have a father. Try music it helps I turned my life into verses and songs

haha i was listen to music as i was writing this... more specifically He's Mine by Rodney Atkins... i love that song for such an ironic reason... i was on the site about to log off then that came on and i just typed that... it came out

been getting a lot of complement about this. is it really that good?? i mean some of my family told me i should sent this in somewhere.

fuck...just fuck This hit me