REALLY IMPORTANT

well....i cant be completely myself infront of her, cuz my whole body shakes and i become nervous af, cant even look her in the eyes for 5 seconds....though i'ii try my best. I'ii start with a hand wave and smile...if she does the same (or even if she doesnt) i'ii try something else :P

its been 6 months since ive been in love and i still havent even managed to fkin wave my hand at her...idk if im shy or just a coward now ;-;

Ah, I know this feeling all too well. Even over a decade after high school, I still get that tingling feeling and loss of feeling in the tips of my fingers when I ask a lady for date. Only option is just to gun it. You just have to take a deep breath, leave your brain at the door. The nerves only last about 2 minutes and after that it is smooth sailing. However based on the information it seems you haven't even met her. More important than physical attraction is emotional/value attraction. Get to know the person first. I have met many a woman who I found attractive, but they were completely incompatible with my personality and values. The only way a relationship could have ended in those cases was badly. Your priority right now should be initial introductions and not going for the date.

ugh..i'ii try. If i get rejected then i'ii keep chasing her with confidence until she says fuck off. OR i'ii just make sure that she knows i love her because im 99% sure theres no other boy who loves her cuz she doesnt go out at all.