Last one to post here doesn't win

it's rough, but because it's rough it is something that shouldn't be rushed. That is why I am in no hurry to find someone. Especially while I am going through a rough patch that has lasted the last 8 years of my life. You need to be content first before seeking out someone else otherwise you will get into this wrong mentality that whoever you want to date will magically fix all of your problems which isn't true.

Being human is hard. The mind is so complicated, we believe things for no good reason sometimes. I know I certainly don't feel human most of the time.