Laffantion struggles

laffi, everything will be alright :3 You cant push love, it will come itself at the right time. Right now try to do stuff that brings you joy and happiness. Try to think about other things and hang with friends go have fun with Max and Manni.

I became quite radical in high school. Wanted to overthrow the government and stuff as an extremist monarchist. But since I have become more accepting to our Republic and think it is necessary to keep democracy even though I still have fantasies of the return of the Kaiser.

I am hoping that when I go to Uni I will find some good people that like me how I am but until then my ass belongs to Momma state

Is mental health treatment heavily stigmatized in Germany? Are there no laws protecting your job if you seek treatment?

Doing stuff that brings me joy and happiness is not what will get me a girlfriend. I mostly play video games pretty mixed between multi and single player, watch Anime and other stuff on Netflix, Amazon Prime, Crunchyroll, that is making me happy but well it is escapism from the world that does not solve the real issue at hand.