Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

Oct 30, 19 at 4:04am

Should I have given in? would it have made my life easier? I know people who drink their lives away but im doing that by myself what diff would it make if i did

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:05am

They say you replace one vice with another, so what would i have given up if i did drink

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:06am

The awkwardness? no i think thats going to be apart of me no matter what i do, I always say the wrong thing at the wrong time... Or cant think of anything to say at all... maybe it would have gotten rid of that

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:08am

I doubt it tho, I think thats just me, I dont think thats going to change, thats why ill always be alone

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:08am

Thats not a bad thing tho.. it means im saving other people of having to deal with any of it... any of my life, no one wants to be apart of that... not even me

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:10am

Tomorrow ill forget i ever even had these thoughts.. till they come up again, when they do I remember all of the times i have thought about it.. all the wasted time spent on worrying about something that you cant change... cause you cant change the past or how you think... you can only change the way people think that you think

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:11am

Its all about a fake smile and a fake attitude,at this point is it fake tho. If you do something enough or say something enough it becomes true right? Even if its not true if u believe it to be its true to you

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:12am

So why cant i say it enough for it to become true

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:13am

You will be happy, you will find people who care, someone will understand one day you just have to keep opening up till you find that someone...

KuroK @kurok commented on Keeping my sanity

KuroK @kurok

Oct 30, 19 at 4:14am

Empty words, and empty promises to myself, thats all im good for anymore