What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

Combining being autistic, INFJ-T, raised mostly by older people, having overprotective family, fear of dating local, neurotypical white women due to being surrounded by toxic people that would look at us like toy dolls and get pushy on us to marry regardless of who we are. They are also too shallow, boring, superficial and condescending. My heart tells me either be permanently single or wait patiently to marry a Japanese woman. Unfortunately, I naturally feel like being asexual again since my night-shifting college years.

I would say, because I'm in collage and don't have lots of time to spend with people and that I don't like showing people what I look like unless I feel something while I'm with you

I'm very clingy. I enjoy constant cuddles, daily communication, and I get paranoid if my bf doesn't contact me 3+ days. I would need a bf that can handle those hard to get along parts of me.

I had a gf in my early 20's that was super clingy and I fucking hated it. Now it's what I want and can't find it. Regerts

Well, I have Asperger’s, ADD, ADHD, OCD, and bipolar depression. I’m also prediabetic and have PCOS. I just haven’t found the right guy who can handle me and all of my issues yet.