First kiss!

Sitting on a couch in my first apartment. Turned into a relationship that lasted 7 years. Till she left and broke my heart. #foreveralone

@choco.. kyo sohma seems too much XD @bliss.. you were very lucky, i cant imagine something like that heppening to me :p @enki.. you are a true sage XD

@fredo! Everything about your post was good except the 2nd para >.> I feel bad and hope you move on! You dont need toxic people in your life. @CAC you can always buy a new couch :V

Well that's life sometimes :p it's been a couple of years now so I'm more than over it. Still, it's part of my history and that experience shaped me quite a lot.

oh boi >w> we put too much feelings into "firsts" whats important is the now, not the "then" but maybe im critical because my first kiss was not that magical fireworks they say it will be after school me and my bf decided we should kiss cause we had been going out for so long and hasnt done any of that the kiss felt weird and kinda forced no sparks, no magic it was my first kiss but not his now later on as we both got better at kissing, kissing got nicer, but the first time was pretty disappointing only because the media builds it up so high >w>

Romance is always built up and sat on a pedestal in media, that shit sells for a reason. I mean, you shouldn't be surprised that putting mastication holes together and literally swapping digestive fluid wouldn't be fire works. It can be, though. You gotta have dem feels at high peak and get those chemicals a flowin' in the brain. Personally, I prefer kissing other parts with lips(Giggity), but a little tonsil hockey is nice, too.

oddly enough, and i dont really want to explain, my first kiss on the lips was from my father and now i feel that this warrants an explanation. Being raised in a family where lip-kissing was the norm, to myself i feel kissing as something rather casual, akin to saying "love ya dad/mom/non-gender binary parent" to the "ill see you later".