Trying to write song lyrics

So I’ve been making music for a while now and still can’t make song lyrics at all or if I make lyrics they end up being cringe or I can never make the right music for them. I’m mostly interested in writing raps and stuff and I’ve watched tons of tutorials but so far i’ve Been kinda just listening to Joji music. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1HHoT5QWKzwR99IE5C0wS8cmfSNuT3MipDMjnUFA9VOI Here’s this draft of a song after listening to to much lo-fi stuff. There’s other ver. Of this song i’ve Written but getting a unique melody or something feels kinda hard tbh even after watching shit tons of tutorials and stuff Anyone else got music experience or have written songs?