Regrets and gains from 2017

Regrets: I wasted a lot of time .-. Gains: Friends, great memories and I learned how to say NO. Also...gained like 3kg in december ≧౪≦ ohohoo

Regrets: not getting out of bronze, not overcoming my social anxiety, not progressing at all in my love life, wasting pretty much my entire year Gains: made some friends (even though i wont ever see them again) actually did something with my life and made everyone proud, and learned how to be independent

Regrets: 10lbs Gains: 10lbs Sheesh... can I just regret the whole year? There were some good anime though, so I guess it wasn't all bad.

Regrets? Ehhh don't have many regrets, I don't usually do things that I'll regret. I just mainly regret not trying more to be productive As for gains: I reconciled with my brother after years of us being asses to eachother, was something we really needed to do as a family and it killed a lot of unnecessary tension, made some memories with my friends over the summer, went and visited DC for the first time, had a lot of new experiences in general. I also met an awesome girl who seems to not really give herself much credit as to how awesome she is, who will also remain unnamed because she'll know who she is if she's reading this. :u So yeah pretty decent year. :v

I don't really have any regrets wise. I did the best I could have with the opportunities I'd been given, and as usual, I only ended up trading one set of problems for another. I kinda had to give up a social life, but whatever, I wasn't really getting anywhere with it anyway this year. Likewise, I once again have to put my life and dreams on hold, since I only have a single day each week that I don't work. (And sometimes I don't even get that.) With nothing better to do, I guess I'll just save up for when I'm actually ready to live my life. I'm fortunate and grateful that my brother's alive and now tumor free at least. That's kinda a big deal for me. XD

My biggest regret is not being as involved with people as I usually would like to be. I've spent a lot of 2017 alone and that's unusual for me as someone who's often very social (even if I can be to the point of being obnoxious from time to time). I've kinda been off in just about every aspect and I can never seem to really figure out why. I've gained a bit though, I've found joy in my new hobby of making silly Youtube videos, met some really lovely people and I've been in a pretty good mood the vast majority of the time with some downs here and there but that's part and parcel really. It's been a small year I guess you could say but I'm hoping to make 2018 a huge year of change for the better and I do have a pretty good feeling, although I have way too many new year's resolutions to work on but I'd rather work on it all bit by bit.

Gains: Been giving a lot more thought and wanting to pursuing culinary and acting to the side by going back to school.went to my first Convention, spent more time with my family. Regrets: Couldn’t visit my biological dads side of family down south, me being reminded I have to look back on regrets from previous years.

Biggest regret is allowing those to take my kindness for granted. Biggest gain is that now I'm a dick to another regardless of their health condition without feeling any guilt.

Regrets: The chunk of the year I was too depressed to function Gains: Finally making ground on combating my self hatred for the first time in my life. Also made nice female friends for the first time in my life.