Vent

Mad as Hell about my family and local people! (ﾉ-_-)ﾉ ⌒┻━┻ Being around old and disabled people too much!

I wanna vent about my bf who has suspended his account on here so he won't see this. I am sick and tired of guys who play with feelings. Which is why I stopped dating irl. My bf back then stated on his profile that he was "Loyal" and he isn't. Some girl has been sending me messages for the past month telling me that he is cheating and when I brought it up, he promised me he wasn't. I moved miles away to be with him. I left everything. It wasn't until a couple of days later I look through his phone and see messages on his phone on MaiOtaku. He has been flirting with other girls sending hentai pics. Like who does that? It wasn't the pics that bothered me, it was what he did and said to them when sending them. It hurt me more to find out that this was in April, a month after we saw each other. I also am so confused. I was told he had a girl before me I looked at his messages on discord, with the dates, I compared it to ours back when we met and dated. I think he was cheating on that girl with me. I would never ever hit on a guy who is with someone. I made sure that the dates were correct. When I confronted him, he said that he broke up before and that she was crazy. She doesn't even seem crazy. They had flirty messages, sending pics to each other. He denied it, and when I told him I would show him he kept making more excuses. He started getting upset and cried so I ofc went to console him and felt like the bad guy. I lost trust in him. I no longer believe in him anymore. I'm so upset and sad because I was so stupid. I gave my first to him when we met, I moved away, and he does this. I feel stuck. I can't move back and I plan to be with him. I will no longer see him the same way I did back in October. I will forever hold it a grudge and I hate it. I can never put this behind me.

@master707 sorry to hear about that, its weird to think that even here you still run into fuccbois. I dont feel like that was fair of him to do to you. I hope things work out for you and that you are able to lead a happy life after this. Just remember all guys arent like that. Dont let this one dude define your ability to trust someone. Good luck and best of wishes ^^

Have you ever logged in with wrong password too many times? Well i done fucked up because i forgot the recovery email and the email is so old that i wasn't even allowed to have it so my birthdate isnt correct all my details that your supposed to recover it with i do not have because its made up. GG i am so frustrated, even tho its my fault for forgetting.