Vent

the absolute this is casey anthony levels of entitlement (prefacing that this person mentally abused me my whole childhood and then some) hits my brother in a drunken rage (he did not touch her, he got in front of my mother so she wouldnt hit HER) says hes an asshole when he wont let her in his car to go to court and parenting classes tells my mom to order her uber to parenting classes and to pay for it (because do you think she has a job?) and when my mom says order it yourself, your an adult, she says "well isnt that nice for you." SHES THE ONE PAYING FOR IT REMINDER SHE ALSO HIT MY MOTHER IN SAID DRUNKEN BLUNDER i....i just cant with this person i dont understand the mental gymnastics also "you pay for sams car" as in why cant she pay for hers i assume HE BOUGHT THAT CAR WITH HIS OWN MONEY THAT HE GOT FOR WORKING hes now out of work MOMENTARILY so my mom is helping with the upkeep payments and such while HES OUT LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB now, my brother is an asshole for his own narcissistic reasons, but hes no where near as bad as her and actually does something with his life literally this morning while im making my mother breakfast she's in there bothering her about the uber that shes going to make my mom order and pay for because she struck two members of her own family (and called me the n word for some reason) it looks like my mom is at her breaking point and she will stop indulging in her narcissism and send her off to new york (which her probation officer said can be worked out) so her cowardly father can handle her for once (we're only half sisters) i dont understand people like this. it just reminds me of how entitled and delusional casey anthony was to her own parents. i love my mother and im sick of this and sick of being pushed around by her. unmemeingly enough is enough

oh yeah, to show some of her insanity levels of delusion sister:"why cant i use his car? hes such an asshole" mother:"you hit him!" sister:"he shouldnt have gotten in my face!" mother:"he didnt! you got in his!" sister:"well he should have kept his mouth shut" the absolute state of what i never thought of us as white trash until she gets involved with things im so lucky i have someone like bf-kun whos always there for me and who wants to get me out of this hell hole, but what about my mom? i am the only reason she even eats im not even exaggerating, she has said it herself i cook for her, make her breakfast and dinner what is she going to do if im gone and what if my siblings are gone too she'll be alone i cant leave her alone a small part of me is hoping i wont be going to ireland because either the wedding is called off or out of country travel is banned, because i dont want to leave my mom