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@panda, I do appreciate it when my partner trusts me alot - no question. But on certain situations it's absolutely okay to show any reactions.

Yeah nah. I don't like jealousy stuff either. But its near impossible to not have any. Just got to hope your partner likes you enough to tolerate it. Or even better, enjoy it.

No matter how many people talk to me I always feel lonely because I know they are fake af especially with guys, I find it funny how they can only compliment my body and nothing else and I just wish that people around me actually cared but they just don't -_-

@Orbit Well I am sure a honest man will come into your life soon who will look at you as who you are in here rather than the outside. :)

Bro lowkey everything is going to hell rn XD such a convenient time tho. So the higher ups decided lets fuck over my entire section by taking the one dude i trained up for the last month and moving him somewhere else. Then the civilians i work with are like on strike cuz their contractor isnt paying them. So i have to man a 6 man section by myself. And even then im only gonna be here so long cuz i go on deployment. So literally everyone gets fucked over in this and its dumb because they could have picked ANYONE and it would be fine but instead i get to work like a dog until i leave to then get worked like a dog there too smh