just a guy venting, feel free to ignore.

I feel you boi, I'm spending a lot of time taking care of my mom as well, it's really emotionally draining. But I gotta say that african kid bit bugs me, just because someone's bad times aren't as bad as a starving kids doesn't mean anything, because it's like not being happy because you're not as well off as those 1% fucks.

I was just venting, I didn't ask for advice. I knew people who didn't read any of what I said let along understand my situation would leave half assed stock advice to stroke their own ego. My problems aren't ones that can be fixes with words, especially not with words from people who have no idea what being truly alone is like. If you did you people wouldn't be so fickle and treat each other so horribly. No one who knows what being alone is actually like would be so quick to cheat on or break up with the people they're with. If you knew what it was like to have always been alone you'd cherish every moment you have with the people close to you and not let any petty bullshit or arguments get in the way of that, let alone take them for granted. Take it from someone who has never had anyone and in all likelihood never will.

Ah, just venting? Sooooo.... Why even care to respond like you're the only one to EVER feel the way you do? Shit... I forgot who I was questioning. You know, since you and only you know what it's like and as you said " Take it from someone who has never had anyone and in all likelyhood never will.", which is extremely hypocritical(Giving advice, while saying you never wanted advice yourself and telling others they're only trying to stroke their egos when they're doing the same to you.) . Don't want advice from strangers? Don't vent to them. How's that for advice? Spitting in the face of those who are trying to give you what they see as well meaning and good advice. You always come across as so very jaded and cynical, you might want to work on that. And you're right, I don't know shit about you, but I do know what you say here and that definitely forms a negative (or codling, in some cases) opinion. Think about what you're saying and how it affects other's, but nah, you're to deprived and no one gets you except you. No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free When my fist clenches, crack it open Before I use it and lose my cool When I smile, tell me some bad news Before I laugh and act like a fool And if I swallow anything evil Put your finger down my throat And if I shiver, please give me a blanket Keep me warm, let me wear your coat No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes To quote hypocrisy(That makes you a liar of sorts, oh innocent one.) from your profile "I enjoy giving people advice and knowing I've helped people in some way.".

You know you're right. I was being an ass. You guys had good intentions and it's not right to complain about it when you're just trying to help. I was frustrated and stressed but that's no good reason for acting like that. So for that I'm sorry. Ed~, it actually did. I'm over it now. Still, sorry for being a dick.

Sometimes being "harsh" gets the truth to be seen a little better. Not everything can or should be candy coated. Not gonna say I wasn't being just a bit of an ass with what I said, but I figured one of two things would happen... A. It would be ignored(Kind of use to no real response back on his part in his threads. ). B. You'd have something to at least consider and hopefully understand. I apologize for how I came across, but I know I'd do it again if I felt like people with well intentions were being stepped on for the mere fact that they would even dare to give advice on a public forum. Hopefully things get better for you. Believe it or not, more people here know what you've been thru and can understand than you think.