Life/ inevitably dying. It pretty much just means to me that every single thing I do is useless and that eventually my family, few friends, pets, and myself will all be 6 feet under or burnt to a crisp. So me breathing right now it isn't helping anyone and anything I ever do will be a waste because in 100 year no one will remember me
That I'm not good enough.. I don't really have any special memories with my parents unlike my siblings. They were always there cheering them on for sports or music or school. I never had a talent for any of those things so I never got those memories.. I became shy and quiet and it left a mark deep down. I didn't realize how deep until I couldn't handle a relationship I was in after 2 years and ended it. I can't drive anymore and I can barely leave my house or pick up the phone when it's ringing. I guess I'm just scared. I've been scared.
Uni and verse.
I don't really have any special memories with my parents unlike my siblings. They were always there cheering them on for sports or music or school.
I never had a talent for any of those things so I never got those memories.. I became shy and quiet and it left a mark deep down.
I didn't realize how deep until I couldn't handle a relationship I was in after 2 years and ended it. I can't drive anymore and I can barely leave my house or pick up the phone when it's ringing.
I guess I'm just scared. I've been scared.