Song Lyrics

You use to captivate me with your resonating light. Now I am bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts....my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away...all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There is just too much that time cannot erase! When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have......all of me. This song always make me so sentimental

I am a alien No matter how hard I try I don't fit in Always all on my own, sad and lonely All I want is for someone to play with me Long ago I was a little girl yeah I was never ever able to fit in My teachers at school would try to tell me what to do but, yo I would never listen 'Cause I was high all the time, stoned out of my little fucking mind Misunderstood, lost and confused looking for a sign All the popular kids at school were always super mean to me and made me cry I never knew what I should do so I just walked away and said "Fuck off and die" They said that I'm weird, that I'm ugly, and that I suck I knew that one day all of those kids would grow up to be boring as fuck I am a alien No matter how hard I try I don't fit in Always all on my own, sad and lonely All I want is for someone to play with me I am a alien No matter how hard I try I don't fit in Always all on my own, sad and lonely All I want is for someone to play with me I close my eyes and float into the night I like to let my mind drift Make a jump into a new dimension Thank God I got that gift Ever since I was a little kid Always on that next shit These whack copycat ball bags can suck my motherfucking dick Sometimes it feels like coming from this planet people are so sick and twisted I don't wanna fit in anyway, I'd rather be a misfit Fuck a normal life, that's lame, me I'm insane in the brain They laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at them because they're all the same

With the same sword they knight you they gon' good night you with Shit, that's only half if they like you That ain't even the half what they might do Don't believe me? Ask Michael See Martin, see Malcolm See Biggie, see Pac, see success and its outcome See Jesus, see Judas See Caesar, see Brutus, see success is like suicide Suicide, it's a suicide If you succeed, prepare to be crucified Media meddles, n****s sue you, you settle Every step you take, they remind you you're ghetto So it's tough being Bobby Brown To be Bobby then, you have to be Bobby now And the question is, "Is to have had and lost Better than not having at all?"

It starts with One thing I don't know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on but didn’t even know I wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when... I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I’m surprised it got so (far) Things aren’t the way they were before You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when... I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter

I found God I found him in a lover When his hair falls in his face And his hands so cold they shake I found the Devil I found him in a lover And his lips like tangerines And his color coded speak

i dont mean it when i say i dont love you anymore what will i do when i dont have you when i get what i deserve