Vent

Funny enough, I kinda touched on this. Don't coddle people. This is probably why I attract desperate women or always am involved in petty drama. I coddle people who don't deserve it. They notice you can be walked on and proceed to walk on you. Maybe its also my fault for avoiding conflict. However some people turn on you no matter how hard you try. They'll use your kindness up then the moment you aren't fully nice anymore and create conflict, abandon you. Or even worse, turn on you.

I think starting next year I'm hitting reset button with people I engage with. New social media accounts. I'll find true friends. This is probably why I'm so fast to abandon someone because I rarely feel that deep connection anymore. I probably never feel fully comfortable.

Too all those crybabies complaining that scalpers bought up all the 3080 ti graphics cards and are selling them for 1000 bucks. Me, who owns a 2080TI graphics card: https://ci.memecdn.com/4762553.gif

everyone would be happy if you were never born no one would have been harmed by it, everyone would benefit your birth was a net harm to everyone around you

Im getting really sick and tired of everything. I feel like I'm a lot of people's happy weight and person to vent to. I need to start saying "not my fucking problem " the only persons feelings I should really care for is me and my partners or my future children. And then when I try to talk about it and push people away when I say they don't talk to me I'm called and "attention whore " tch I'm tired of being an mental block to just dump shit on I'm just going me my reqular self from now on and deal with my own shit I'm no one's therapist I don't get paided enough