i cant stop crying

every night, from 9-10 pm, i uncontrollably cry i have nothing to cry about- things in my life are relatively uneventful right now, more calm than they have been in many years- yet i cant shake this feeling from me i was diagnosed with depression three years ago in the past two months i have thought about suicide multiple times a day because my pain is too much it appears that im feeling all of the feelings at once, from all my past years of pain- plus everyone around me's feelings tf is going on

i mean we are here for you naeri, if you ever need people to talk to. i'd hate for you to follow through with something like suicide >.> you wont realize how much people will miss you when you are gone. you have alot to live for. eventually the pain goes away you know? your still young, im sure things will change...just give it a chance to work itself out.

I won't give false hope, but I will offer strength thru wisdom. Depression sucks, I know this all to well. Those who say it will go away, they don't know. Clinical depression can be a life long battle, but yes, it certainly can get better or stop. The thing is, rather than just holding out, you'll need to gain strength. Gain strength from friends, family and medical professionals. Know that if you've fought it this far, you're an incredibly strong young woman who has strength that many won't obtain thru a life time. Know that you're never alone, no matter how lonely it may feel. Know that at the end of the day, there are so many who care and truly want nothing but the best for you, even if the best you can give is a smile. Look at yourself and don't say you're unhappy, rather, you're strong,capable of enduring and not weak. Remember, you don't have to provide all of your strength, but you do need to accept it.

Hey Naeri, depression can be really hard, but sometimes you just have to push through it, or get a little help from friends. I'm new to this site myself, but I know someone who's gotten a ton of support on this site, and found friends and it really helped her. I've also had some problems with depression and anxiety in the past, and I've found that talking to people really helps. Exercise and being healthy also helps a lot, but that doesn't always cut it. Anways, if you ever need someone to talk to, just let me know. I'd be happy to talk, and be there for you as much as I can. ^^

There is most likely no way that I can ever make you feel better other than by saying this. If any of us who're here online were where you are, you'd be crushed in hugs. Noone likes to feel alone, and I'm sure a lot of this community wouldn't want anyone to feel what they've dreaded feeling again. Especially someone as kind as you. You're a very respectable and warm hearted person, so don't let the depression take over. https://poemsbyclarabelle.files.wordpress.com/2015/05/stay-strong.jpg