Empicca's Territory

*eats the banana leaves* Much munch munch! https://i.natgeofe.com/n/67899128-807a-4829-b5ff-7dc6297d65fd/01-koala-eucalyptus-nationalgeographic_1481506.jpg

@lewd_araragi yer welcome https://media.tenor.com/VGuNaGvWEBkAAAAC/d4dj-d4dj-petit-mix.gif @gabriel_true told you not to eat those! https://media.tenor.com/1T5bgBYtMgUAAAAC/head-hit-anime.gif

@amarantha https://media.tenor.com/PapBmYMQGQUAAAAC/anime-sad.gif

I usually shower for like 10-15 mins. only...But tonight I showered for like 30-45 mins. The cold water helped with the headache. https://media.tenor.com/PIJdA1aizX4AAAAC/anime.gif

I have been crying since this morning because I feel so much pressure from my studies. I keep questioning whether I have learned enough, whether I am worthy enough for this or not, or whether other people would still love me even if I don't make it. I feel sad because I feel like no one sees my efforts and the sacrifices I have made, and that no matter what I do no one will be able to see the best in me. Plus I feel bad because my faith is being shaken. I am thinking how much I hate God because of how generous He is to other people, but I...and I do not know if He hears my prayers, and I do not know how much longer or how many times should I ask the universe to give me contentment and happiness. https://media.tenor.com/PEjc2hKw2GwAAAAC/sad-depressed.gif ...and I have an exam tomorrow, and I can't seem to focus...And overthinking is giving me headache and chills

https://youtu.be/QekWJ6OKYTY "...Why do the stars all line up so perfectly for everybody, but not for me?..." "...Well, maybe one day I'll be back on my feet, and all of this pain will be gone. And maybe it won't be so hard to be me. And I'll find out just where I belong. It feels like it's taking forever, but one day things can get better. And maybe my time will come. And I'll be the LUCKY ONE..." "...Seems like everyone else gets a shot, gets a break. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT TO BE ME..."

My cousin took 9-12 weeks off after she completed law school because she needed to refresh once she got out. She had already signed onto a firm at that point. Take a break when you feel stressed. A good mental exercise when I doubt myself on anything is just remember that I'm not reinventing the wheel, that people have done or are doing what I am. On top of that, chances are some of the people who have became lawyers are probably flawed in ways you are not, so you have to take care of your flaws and handle the process in a way that fits you. You could even network with people who you would consider your seniors and ask them for advice if you need help. It's a great way to foster relationships for your job later on. It honestly sounds like you might be on the verge of burnout. So just give yourself some self care, take breaks, try to relax. Future you will definitely thank past you for persevering.

The symptoms of burnout can manifest differently in individuals, but some common signs include: Exhaustion: Feeling drained and lacking energy, both physically and emotionally. Cynicism and detachment: Developing a negative and detached attitude towards work or activities that were previously enjoyable. Reduced performance: Decreased productivity, difficulty concentrating, and an increased number of errors or mistakes. Emotional changes: Irritability, mood swings, and a sense of being overwhelmed. Lack of fulfillment: Feeling unappreciated, unfulfilled, and lacking a sense of accomplishment despite putting in significant effort.