Knowing that would make a lot of things easier. With looks I get bored.. No matter how close to my current ideal I'll become it'll change once I reach it. The rest.. I just honestly don't know.
I think my ideal self doesn't require getting rid of my cerebral palsy that my younger self wanted to. I mean, its part of my life since birth, I'm not going to be able to get rid of it. What I CAN do is learn to adapt and adjust so I can do normal things. (I've been playing video games with only my right hand for years.) I think my ideal self would be someone who knows how to handle the anxiety and depression that stems from it and also a person who can do the things I want, when I want. And yeah, to finish school. And also be more fit, that';s a plus. MAYBE a waifu, who knows. We all have many "ideal selves" but, choose the one you feel molds with everything you want out of life (don't overload it)
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