Sleep

ya. right now I have no clue what I should do, go to my dads or stay here

Siru, I once had a roommate who did heroin. He had so much potential for career and life when I first moved in. He then decided partying, sleeping around and pills were a much better idea. He even slept with his then brother's girlfriend and eventually married her(They both became heroin addicts and fellow roommates...). The people they surrounded themselves with were absolutely toxic. I lived there for a couple of years and dealt with the idiocy, until I felt like I needed to worry about someone who I did not want wrapped up in the circus. I wish I moved out sooner and hadn't waited. I could've saved my self stress, needless stress. Not to mention, people who get addicted to hard drugs like that, you honestly can not trust them. Addictions are hard and more often then not, hurt everyone around the addict. I'd say, move to prevent any potential and unnecessary harm. That is, as long as it's a better situation you'd be moving into. The risk of getting caught up in someone's stupidity, because they chose to do something idiotic, is not fair to yourself.

i already moved out of there. i still need to get all my stuff. if i had a truck id put everything in my truck then move to my dads then save up for a trailer to live in.

ill just cut down some trees and make my own trailer and truck lol. steam powered it would be like the old days going down borlow road. the road witch my family has lived on since 1845 with the Oregon trail

I had lucid dreams 3 days in a row.. Gave me excitement to sleep.

Try progressive muscle relaxation, I find it helps me a lot. Search it up, lots of articles and YouTube videos on it.