That Baby pressure

My mom just tells me that she doesn't want anything to do with my kids. Like if I had a family and I was going to visit her, she'd only want me to visit and not bring my family. The same goes for my brother as well. XD She's tired of having to look after other people's kids all the time, so she just doesn't want to deal with grandkids. XD And she doesn't like other people in her house anyway, same as me.

Siru, according to snapchat faceswap our child would look like http://www.asoiaf-theories.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/06/samwell-tarly.jpg Or http://filmgarb.com/wp-content/uploads/film-back_to_the_future_2-1989-marty_mcfly-michael_j_fox-accessories-hat.jpg

Just look them straight in the eye and as seriously as you can, say... "Sure, if you wanna pay for the diapers, get up for the 3am feeding, diaper changes, and more or less raise it for me." That will put a stop to it for a little while.

I'm not going to have kids because this would happen http://toweroftechnobabble.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/GOATMAN.jpg

From my friends more than my mom and they dont even have kids yet. Just slowly crumbling relationships. Me and babies at the moment. http://www.reactionface.info/sites/default/files/images/1352468455851.jpg Someday, someday indeed.

I never had the pressure. I want kids but I don't want kids in this cruel world. I can't seem to find an actual caring girl so I don't really care to have kids. When I say "caring" I mean my own definition of "caring". And I would like to raise them in a more civilized place. Somewhere where it's like a utopia. That seems pretty impossible even if I were rich. Being rich doesn't stop bad people's intentions or desires.

Less baby pressure and more find a girlfriend/ get married pressure. Sure they've mentioned the idea once or twice but are more wanting me to get hitched THEN babies. Not in a comfortable position for kids now anyway. So that can wait.

Fortunately my elder siblings have fit the grandkids bill for my parents. My mom gets on my case about finding a gf but not really much about kids thankfully. Im 100% undecided on kids and I know for some girls that can be a bit of a turn off.

I haven't got that yet thank the Lord but I know its going to be coming sooner or later >.< even though I plan to have kids its just the pushing and pressure I'd find uncomfortable lol.