SAO-inspired poem

Elsewhere- Fallen castle dancing on my mind Using endless nights as but a crutch Years of strife and love to only find My heart is built from ash and dust Weak and thin my mind aches less My soul bleeds and weeps for all the lost How many passed without a last caress? Slumber in the sinking endless frost And yet I yearn for the fake pastels The paint of nature pales to that forsaken land Though each day had promise of a special hell I ache for shards of time that slit my hand Though now that I have the chance in life to roam I realize it was there I made my home