Random thoughts...

I fear like this week may be it, I don't know if I'll be able to handle it to be honest. I'm definitely going thru all the emotions rn, I just hope I did good by my boy and did my best for him. This sucks so bad, I hate that this is happening rn, but I'm grateful to have him with me. http://n.sinaimg.cn/spider2020121/651/w444h207/20200121/f036-innckce5504511.gif

black swan = the destructiveness of perfectionism. whiplash = the justification of the destructiveness of perfectionism. the menu = the commodification of perfectionism and the destructiveness that breeds

Dang i wanna go watch the love is war movie but ik that theatre is gonna be all couples and I've been avoiding people like a plaque and not going to class in person so i can't even ask someone last minute I mean maybe I could ask someone from work but I've been trying to avoid that since it'd be pretty awkward working with someone if it doesn't work out

Personally, if I want to watch a movie and I'm not with someone, I still do. Hell, it's more relaxing when I'm by myself.

The problem isn't that since i'm comfortable watching movies by myself the problem is that it's a romance movie being released on Valentine's day