Random thoughts...

I really hope Cryaotic will be okay, I have not been that engaged with his content but I do recall him as one of the first content creator crushes I had simply because of his voice and laid back personality, hearing him go through something in his personal affairs yet feel the need to apologize to his audience for considering of taking a break for his well-being saddens me. You'll pull through man, you will.

most people ive kown in real life are real cool but then then they go crazy on you randomly. it runs in the family. one of my step cousins killed his mom and I grew up knowing the family and they are so nice but its the reptilian mind that's in everyone. I have asburgers so I am more depressed and cant get real angry. but its like a trade off, be friendly but then you can get mad. or be a loner and not get mad. people next door are fighting right now right after posting that. that lady is crazy.

I walk to the courthouse earlier today and a stranger called out to me. Guy: hey! Are you seeing anybody? Me: goodbye! I don't do well with strangers and being approached so quickly like that.

life is boring right now. its just the same thing every year. i wonder if it always will be meh. hopefully ill move from here soon. many bad memories here

When it comes to outdated jobs I think a telegram operator would have been cool. http://www.karenfurst.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/A-drawing-of-a-telegraph-operator-in-the-1880s-Getty-Images-2000x1257.jpg

“You think I'm sarcastic, and I think you can't take anything seriously at all. But we seem to misunderstand each other and are both super serious people.” Yeah, that person and myself are too alike,as a result, we fight every time we start talking, I can’t help being sarcastic as well when I am in the mood to interact with that person. .since 2016 lol