Random thoughts...

Ah, @criselington , that's the thing, if im doing this im doing it to the point where I want people actually eating me out with their eyes... I can't compromise on less than that, i want to feel their lecherous and depraved stares on me

Go for it and find what it has in store for you. You'll even know of that's what you'll get if you don't try it and he'll maybe some people won't just use eyes. I say follow your dreams. I don't know much about the ways and life of femboys but I'm sure that community you discussed amd JC will help you along the way