Random thoughts...

Acception stage 3 check!... Fuck .. stop checking things!!... OwO...

Hannes, Good for you! How's that going, if you don't mind me asking?

Uhmm quite well so far. I tried to "fix" all my problems by myself at first. Played videogames all day to distract from reallife. When I started therapy I was open for any kind of help. The first thing was to play less videogames. So I uninstalled every game I had and tried to use my time otherwise. I started going out with friends, talking a lot. Found photography as my new hobby, doing sports again and so on... But this whole progress of getting better again takes a lot of time and I don't know when everything will be fine again. Most of the time I feel fine now but there are definetly very bad days between.

Me running away from my responsibilities like https://youtu.be/znhYZa3Bi0E

Hannes, Yeah, I'd imagine it's kind of a slow, but steady kind of thing. Honestly, I probably need to go the therapy route, myself too. I know I've got things to work on, I'm just not entirely sure how and that's kind of why I asked about your experience.

I've been eating tacos for 1 hour and i have homework. But my mouth isnt stoping, halp!