Random thoughts...

Fuuuuuuuck there is a bullpup shotgun going to $1,099 i wanna buy it so bad but i lowkey cant afford it. But i know if i dont buy now i might never be able to again.

Well yeah Lamby! It's the middle of summer. Wearing a sweater now is a sure fire way to lose weight by Christmas seeing as all the calories you're sure to burn sweltering!

Just bought 2 more accessories for my go pro in preparation for my trip next year. The only part that sucks is i gotta time this basically between my college class schedule. Im also thinking of buying a second go pro but im not sure. I also gotta figure out how to film incognito. I wanna do like walk around tours and record without actually looking like a douchebag streamer. Or a potential target for thieves.

So. Fuck I can't text this. Basically I'm not right I the head. Wish I could show you something. So ya I can't talk about it, everything gets in the way.

So I'm bipolar and I once had very bad a manic episode where I ended up trainhopping all over the country for an extended period of time under the guise that I was going to become a millionaire and the best artist in the world *somehow* without any real understanding of what the hell I was doing and I'd sleep on the side of the road and have to eat out of trash cans and would have to sometimes sneak into buildings in order to keep myself warm during snowstorms if it was really bad and like... ......not gonna lie, even though that was horrible and tragic, in some weird way that was also fun as hell because it felt like I was playing IRL Earthbound or something at times. Felt like I was one some crazy adventure even if I was doing one of the most self destructive things possible

That's not at all far off. I've done a lot of hitch hiking. Then I bought a motorcycle that hot stolen a month later. Pretty much set me on a weird path that at the time I thought I didn't think was good. But in the end while my roommate stumbled drunk in my room to pee. The only bathroom is right here. Lost my train of thought.