Random thoughts...

Just got out of taking part one of my promotion test, yeah i failed this big time you guys. Better luck next year. I guessed like 90% of the test and knowing my luck its not in my favor. Fucking sad bro.

The worst part was i studied for 8 months >.> 8 months of studying and i went in blind. I blame the program i was usuing to study. I originally used another one but out of convenience i switched. The minute i opened my testing book i realized that was a mistake.

Seriously gonna become abstinent from now on. Including self acts. Been guilty alot lately about my libido and just want to get rid of it altogether until marriage.

Yeah i fucking bombed the shit out of this test bro. If i somehow get promoted its through the grace of god. I never got this dumb system. Not everyone is good at testing. I literally studied for 8 months. Had the last 2 weeks off and still had no clue what was on the test. Got me rethinking this whole military stuff man every minute its something.