Random thoughts...

I don't even think we could have actually made it anyways, because your life is so much more expansive than my own. You became so much more popular while I stayed the loner who prefers small social groups. You prefer beer and parties over what we used to think nice small get together just talking and laughing together. Just putting these thoughts here for closure and reassurance that you were not what I needed anymore. You changed or maybe you were always too shy to show who you really were to us.

Anxiety be like https://youtu.be/FZsevxb1SjY

I got money for Christmas and I never used it to buy myself anything. Just kept it in my wallet in case I need lunch money at my job.

If this $2k stimulus comes through im gonna see if i can get an at home pull up bar and a barbell. Plus buy those cameras.