Random thoughts...

Shinjima-sensei has found a way to combine all the "grossest" porn genre's into a single story

ive losted it beczuse of a pill/ I had to take a little pill that fucked me up. then I took that for so many years it drove me insane. I cant live without infinite sadness. its not bad but I feel not ok. I want to be normal. that's why I try to stab myself. well that's sorta emo but ya who doesn't?

that was far in the past. now im just too scared and stupid. im way scared or everything. id kill myself if I had to be a human. id rather kill myself then be stabbed even though both are ok. I hate emotion, but love it

everything stops the silence reminds me of everything. the silnce that gives me the everything. it takes away everythin too sometimrd. well all the ti,e it takes away.,, I feel so dull and I rather end it, iv learned so much. I cant learn any more. if I did I would kill myself.

ive been taken atvantadge of. I didn't care. because I feel pain from everywhere. ok im retarted. retarded means slow. so im just as smart, im smart because im in the source. because im no thing. no thing is everything.

i hope you figured it out. my life is weird i seek weird i am a fanatic. i am a animal trying to be the absulut best there ever was